I repeat.
To others what I have collected.

Repetitions are helpful as long as I mean to repeat a specific thing.
Often I end up repeating things unintentionally,
and there I go,
I am stuck in symbolic misery.
In a slackening compulsion,
which then makes me angry, or numb.

It repeats.
To persons what it has collected.

Repetitions are helpful as long as it means to repeat a specific thing.
Can it mean.
Often it ends up repeating things aimlessly,
and there it goes,
it is stuck in symbolic misery.
In a slackening compulsion,
which then makes it angering, or numbing.

Reality, that gaping narcissistic wound
of which it seems that I am about to write.

Thinking more about repetition than the average person
I can confirm that there are ways
in which the continuous occurrence of repetitions
can either be helpful to
or destructive of
the human consciousness.

Before I continue writing this,
let me get up
and walk to the stove.
So that I can make coffee.

I am back at my desk now.

Not often enough
I ask

How is it that the same thing
can cause you to either
feel
weary
or
joyful
?

What does same mean.

It took me seven hours to write the last 31 words.
When the sun goes down it means I can switch from coffee to wine.